perspective....

i feel like i gained some today. its a good thing and i am feeling that my day is going to end much better than it began. thanks wendy.

sometimes we ask too much of our friends or hold them to standards they are never going to be able to live up to... when that happens we tend to get a head of God. no more, i'm going to take things as they come, i'm going to stop wondering what it all means and i'm going to enjoy the people that God has put in my life. sometimes i spend so much time wondering what things mean, that i loose sight of the blessing that the people are to me.

tonight i choose to see things differently. i am ready to focus on what God needs me to, and all the rest will fall into place as God sees fit. all the pressure off. i like that. it will help me sleep better at night knowing that all i have to do is give up control and be ok with the outcome, even if its not what i want, because then that will mean its God's best and not my own.

i do not understand the future, but i embrace it and i look forward to all that God has planned. now i just hope and pray that i can keep myself at bay so that its God's will going forth and not my own.