pandamoranda...

yep, back to lovedrug inspired titles to my blog! haha.

is it weird to think that one person, in so many aspects still yet a stranger, can bring so much joy into another's life? can that same person make the other want to be a better, more sensitive person?

i've been amazed recently by how true this can be. at a time when i was falling back into something so comfortable, yet volatile to my own emotions, it seems that God has brought me a glow of moonlight. :) this beautiful person has brought such a joy to my heart that i find it hard not to smile and stay positive. interesting, to say the least. for a deeply emotional and dark person to find a sense of hope, is refreshing. and while i know this may not last forever, i'll enjoy this person as long as the Lord gives me. :) amazing people are hard to come by these days, so i feel very blessed to have run across one!

i know i depend a lot on my circumstances to bring happiness into my life, but ultimately i do know that God is the source of it all... and at a time when i could be falling back into depression and letting my emotions get to me because of recent circumstances, better ones seem to be trumping the bad.

the chill in the morning air is causing my mind to drift away to autumn... a season that is getting so close and bringing an added joy to my heart as well! the thought of baking things with apples and pumpkins and all that comes with this amazing time of year gets me so excited. and yes, lovedrug will become a daily part of my life for the next 2 1/2 months! but that's not a bad thing at all. and with new music coming from them, i have even more to be happy about.

i hope that as the days continue on and fall draws ever closer, that this joy in my heart will continue to grow along with this friendship... and that all the things i love about this time of year will be magnified!