anodyne

you crawl in the fire when you're feeling down
when you feel it hurting
these ghosts have been a chasing you so
if you could violently swim to the opposite shore
I'd be there reaching out so

I'll be your drug if you need it
I'll be the one that will chase you so hard
I'll be your drug if you need it so
I will be there when you need it
I'll be the love that you're chasing so hard
I'll be your drug if you need it

crawling the streets of abandoned towns
graves are swaying
lost in their coonversations

if you could bathe in the sound
then the parties will rise
it's what they're here for

black is the rain when it's washing away
all of our sinners and saints delight
bathe if you want, there is always some more
if you need, if you want

Anodyne
by: LOVEDRUG
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this is my favorite song right now.
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seeing oh sleeper was great on Saturday!! I was a little nervous in going, but by the end of the night I was happy. I don't remember the last time I laughed that much or that hard and it was sooo needed. I'm thankful for the friendships that have developed with these boys :) and I am thankful that seeing you was just what I needed. when I was so ready to give up on you and write you off for good I was reminded that I made a commitment to you and to myself to stand by you and to support you thru good times and bad. sorry I tried to walk away. I needed to gain a new perspective and I have. and truth is I don't understand why you mean anything to me, but you do and I mean what I say. I was reading back on my january post and it made me smile. I am amazed that you have let me back in, to be honest. so I will do all I can to give you the space you desire, to not overwhelm you, to support you, and to not freak out or be jealous of the other people you give your time and attention to. (even if I wish that sometimes I was included in that list) at least you know I don't hate you. (I truly never did) and I'm glad that I can remember our last time of hanging out in a positive way full of fun and laughter and all the things that make me love all you oh sleeper boys! now to help zac eat healthier and to design the worlds coolest ravens scarf!!

next adventure: lovedrug in april :) I seriously can't wait to hear the songs from wild blood live!!

life continues to be amazing! I feel so blessed :)