can have quite an impact on ones own thoughts and feelings. I do not believe it was by chance that I ended up at your blog tonight. I think it was because I needed a wake up call. I needed to understand what I was facing.
life is a strange journey that we all face. you can embrace it as an adventure filled with love and excitement or you can swallow yourself in darkness and never move on from the pain and destructive habits of your past.
as this year comes to a close I find myself hopeful for a better year ahead. for a renewal of love and beauty and holding on to what makes me me. and if it means being alone, so be it!
I do not live to regret any part of my life... I embrace every experience good or bad. I like to connect the lines of my life and see how they fit.. see how each aspect has somehow prepared me for something unseen until I reflect back.
these past few months have renewed a hope in love and also made me question whether or not we are capable of anything real. I am, but are you? or will you always need someone new to keep you from dealing with who you really are inside. I care when I shouldn't. its because I always see the potential hinding behind the mask. why run? why are we so scared to face ourselves? to let ourselves be happy. I know I've run from this many times. run away from the people that could be good for us in exchange for the people who will use us.
one of my favorite movies is closer. I can't watch it without crying. without relating to at least one of the characters at some point. when it comes to relationships is the rawest and most truthful look at what we are capable of and the heartbreak that we bring to ourselves and those we love.
for some crazy reason I want to be a person you let in. I want to be a person that cares when no one else seems to. I want to be a light for you when all other lights go out. I've seen a glimpse of who you can be, and its beautiful. if only you could see that in yourself.
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