head down...

more than half-way through the month of april and its still snowing. a part of me is beginning to think that spring and summer are never going to arrive. its kind of a depressing thought, but i'm finding it hard to believe otherwise. i suppose this is where having a little faith in God and the changing of the seasons comes in.

i've been noticing my dreams again lately. the other night i even remember dreaming within my dreams. its been awhile since that happened. and i'm sure it was sparked by seeing that it was nicky alice's birthday, and being reminded of him... but i think part of it is just sparked from my curiosity of dreams. what if our dreams were really windows into a spirit world parallel to us that we can only visit when we are asleep. to me it kind of melds the thoughts of a parallel universe in which we all have doubles and the spiritual realm all around us. (yes, fringe is to thank for some of these thoughts)

i'm sure our dreams are just the bi-products of our imaginations and the capacity of our mind to create new worlds in which time, space and gravity seem to hold no sway. but ever since my dad told me about a book he read, i've been intrigued by thoughts about what our dreams really are.

i find that when i miss my friends i often dream about hanging out with them. these are the dreams that seem so real, i have to remind myself they never happened when i wake up.

sometimes i wonder how to account for the people in my dreams that i've never seen before. do we make them up in our mind by combining elements of those we have seen, or do we really see other people we have just not met yet.

i'm not really sure why my mind is thinking all of these thoughts lately. haha.

listening to more lovedrug today. i really can't wait until i can hear the finished product of their cd! and i hear they are releasing a cover album too! so awesome. can't wait for that one either.

two more days of work this week and then a 4 day weekend! i am so looking forward to this. getting to play the easter bunny is always fun, however, if the weather doesn't warm up a bit, its going to be a cold egg hunt.